Blue Times Two

Avail
God i feel like hell!
for myself and you
and I hate myself
to end so absolute
walking still below ceilings
going round and round
nine in the evening now
and I ain't never shared
more than times allowed
without you leading
I could just stay and fight
oh I'd still feel justified
but I don't always do what I intend
my mind stands to fail
with or without much deatail
and for that it's far too late
Standing still but not believing
that talking round and round
will a solve everything right now
and I ain't never dared
let a word slip out
do you breathe when speaking?
Cause I've been here all night
and you talked your throat fucking dry
did you even mean a word you said?
my mind stands to fail
with or without much detail
and I can do without distractions
God I feel like hell!
for myself and you
and I hate myself
to end so absolute
My mind stands to fail
with or without much detail
It's best left unsaid
let's accept mistakes were made